D663~Critical Time

 Bismillah. At home. Work station. Working out. As much I can. Just have whatever I have now. How long my journey ya Allah.

D624~ Aiyooooo... lari mana

 Bismillah, Nov 29. Aku hilang dalam radar hampir sepurnama. Bila hilang update maka hilang juga bayang-bayang tesisku tatkala november menyapa hari akhirnya. 2021 bakal ditinggalkan kurang dari 40 hari lagi. seperti biasa aku mengrevise semula semua nota-nota cinta, nota-nota cita-cita harapan dan keazaman yang masih kabur hatta menjelang hujung November ini.

Adoi.... lari timingku. lari segala matlamat dan target aku setelah 11 bulan berlalu 2021. Banyak pengalaman yang telah aku lalui. Tapi aku rasa tahap produktiviti menurun seiring dengan prestasi aku. Banyak la benda yang belum selesai. Banyak yang aku belum rasa tercapai. Namun aku berharap 2022 lebih menyinar, lebih ceria dan lebih membahagiakan.

Tak da apa yg aku boleh update hanya dengan segugus harapan aku boleh siap tesis sepenuhnya. Sabar menyiapkan dengan mengambil iktibar atas pengalamanp-pengalaman insan2 lain.

D587~As usual

 Bismillah. 24 Oct. My usual routine. 

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D572~

 Bismillah. 9 Oct. Another routine. Today I start the working engine a bit late due to unpredictable and miracle things that happened to me to clarify and settle first. Whatever it is, I need to settle my studies very soon. very possible. Insha Allah. Ok, now I wanna continue.  

D566 ~ Romantic Sunday..

Bismillah. 3rd October. As usual routine at my workplace. Hope. Dream. Re-hoping and re-dreaming again, we can go travel and have a nice day with our loved ones. Travelling leaves you speechless then turns you into a storyteller (Ibn Battuta). Correct! "Travel isn't always pretty. It isn't always comfortable. Sometimes it hurts, it even breaks your heart. But that's okay. The journey changes you; it should change you. It leaves marks on your memory, on your consciousness, on your heart and on your body. You take something with you. Hopefully, you leave something good behind." Anthony Bourdain.

“Traveling – it leaves you speechless, then turns you into a storyteller.” – Ibn Battuta 

Oh, to the disclaimer, the title is the song I attach to this blog because I love the music, relaxing and making me always smile. Even I do not know the meaning of this song. It feels good, heartwarming, and instantly so feel fresh, a healing therapy of this music and makes feeling energetic and so captivating to do my work even on Sunday haha... Shalallaalaa..... Lalallala... Why today? Alhamdulillah. Even though I have a lot of things to do, Sunday, I have to work, work and make the fourth quarter of 2021. I must push myself to achieve only one of my goals for this year. Ya Allah allows me to submit ya, Allah... 

What else to write? I am so thankful for the beautiful friendships with all my friends since high school, degree, master and PhD mate.. my circle is very limited and exclusive. Those who are one of my friends you are the chosen one hehe... May the coming days and years our friendship remain beautiful and grow immensely. Haha...Shalalala. Shalala... Lalalalala... Ok, I need to pen off now and continue my work. Daa.....For you whom I always remember, my du'a goes to you where I cannot go... my du'a reaches you where my feet cannot get... through my du'a... I believe that I am close to you, although I cannot be right next to you. I may be thousands of miles away from you. But my du'a will always be with you... May Allah grants my du'a for you and multiply its blessing, goodness and brought to the Divine loves by infinity. Ameen.

D553 Ada apa dengan hari ini?

 Bismillah. 20 September. Hari isnin. Ada apa dengan hari ini? Ya ada. banyak. Paling penting lesen memandu aku luput hari ini. Semalaman hujan, pepagi lagi aku bersiap-siap sebab pagi ini ada mesyuarat, makanya aku kena cepat selesaikan urusan lesen mandu. Dalam renyai-renyai hujan, ku terus ke Bakri Agensi untuk renew, tinggal dulu nanti petang singgah ambil. Lepas tu teringat nak singgah baitulmal untuk ambil resit amanah Ustaz minggu lepas.

Sementara tunggu dikaunter, aku dapat mesej dari sahabatku iium, tapi mesej dari orang lain, pesanan dari seorang kakak yang aku sangat2 rindui. Subhanallah.. Allahuakbar... rupa-rupanya dia juga merindui aku. Betapa aku ingat segala kebaikan dalam perkenalan kami sejak 2008/2010 dulu. Aku tak terucap hanya menahan ayaq mata kat kaunter tu sbb diorang ingat apa tiba2 duk menangis depan kaunter.. sebak sbb aku hanya kirimkan rindu dalam doa buatnya dan buat arwah suaminya yg juga senior aku.. aku segan nak mesej, hanya utusan doa melalui Rabbi buatnya agar dia kuat, tabah, redha dan pasrah atas kehendak Illahi. Tapi Allah kirimkan melalui Kak Sak maklumat ini yang sangat dekat dengan aku.. Allah... aku speechless seharian hari ni. Begitulah doa itu senjata orang mukmin. Aku yakin, aku percaya dan aku yakin segala-galanya daripada Allah. tak boleh nak gambar rasa ni. Allahuakbar. Sesungguhnya aku berdoa buat semua sahabat-sahabat ku yang dikasihi kerana Allah, bertemu kita keranaNya, berpisah kita keranaNya, kasih sayang adalah keranaNya. Kalian selalu, selalu sentiasa berada dekat dalam doa-doaku...kerana mungkin aku tidak dekat bersama kalian waktu susah dan getir, hanya doa saja mampu aku kirimkan buat kalian atas segala kebaikan yang pernah kuterima daripada kalian. 

Adui... syahdu sungguh hari ni.. all my x-UM dan IIUM kalian abadi dalam doaku.

D551~Berdamai di hati

 Bismillah. Rutin hujung mingguku penuh kerelaan dan kedamaian di hati. Sepertimana dalam kajianku..iaitu konsep perdamaian atau keamanan adalah asas dan berakar dalam prinsip Islam itu sendiri bahawa ia merangkumi keseluruhan cara hidup Islam, undang-undang, ritual, zikir, dan adat istiadatnya. Islam pertama-tama kali mengajar individu itu untuk berdamai dengan Penciptanya dengan rela mematuhi segala perintah dan larangannya. Seterusnya mengajarkan kita untuk hidup harmoni sebagai anggota keluarga bangsa atau negara...

The concept of peace is fundamental and profound rooted in the tenets of Islam that it permeates the entire Islamic way of life, its laws, rituals and customs. Islam first teaches the individual to be at peace with his Creator by willingly obeying his commands. Then, it next teaches him to live in harmony as a member of a family, a people or a nation and finally lays down rules for the peaceful co-existence of the different peoples and countries themselves. 

D545 Believe it

Bismillah. Again. Clock in. Refine some important part. Review and revise them sloy. Believe it. And make it happens. Insha Allah. 

~Damai di❤️~

D544 Hold it tightly..

Bismillah. Clock in for the routine that I must complete for this year. This month of my born month and the fourth quarter of this year. I believe this month of completing all the important parts related to my study. Just a little. Hold it and dream it to submit as soon as possible. Don't care about what you think others may say, don't bother it. You just aim to focus on your final task before submission. Just a simple reminder to myself today, one of my seniors (when I was a degree) passed away due to C19. O Allah, forgive him and elevate his station among those who are guided. Send him along the path of those who came before, and forgive him and us, O Lord of the worlds. Enlarge for him his grave and shed light upon him in it. 

XX adding from missing 26th August 2021:

Bismillah. As usual, tight with the normal routine even though I took a quite long leave for the third quarter of 2021. Since next week, the fourth quarter will embark soon. I keep asking myself what actually I have achieved this year. Especially in the context of my study, I would say it is quite slow and almost out of my plan but marginally progress. Insha Allah the first month of the fourth quarter is greater quick progress to submit for the final viva voce. Insha Allah. In the meantime, all other parts for the enhancement in the research programmes shall not be forgotten since the full accreditation is just around the corner. Hopefully, this programme will be successfully accredited. More suspended is who is going to be the new leader. All are still questionable. As for me, writing this blog always brought me into a simple reminder of what actually still need to be done and should be completed. Yes of course a lot. And hopefully, I manage to do all the tasks without realising my limitation which I always keep reminding myself too aware of and improve from time to time. Remember, your journey should be finished soon. Insha Allah.

D526 Rainy day

Bismillah. Allah is the best planner. And always now and forever. I believe that. There is nothing to say for today since today it’s almost 6 o’clock almost a day filled with the official task, not the second I’ve managed to view or open for my thesis. The longing feeling is flying here and there in my mind. I don’t prefer to detail what is happening today; instead, I wrapped and found wisdom in everything that happened in my life. Yes. Get back with the words of Allah is the best planner. Sometimes we think we have done much on this aspect and grow it gently, but then in another perspective will look and see differently. But the thing is, we need to get other parties to evaluate and see what they see and observe. We feel we have done enough, but then they see it not enough, or not much has touched on this matter. Implicitly, I would say some people can see and value that aspect when others have covered it. How precious it is.. how niche it is for them and for us who appreciate and respect it. Okay lah, the rain is already seryat. I would stop now.. another perspective is, I am so thankful when some other parties see and value it how precious and important this emerged or special thing has been slowly disappeared….. hahha hanya jauhari yang mengenal manikam. Ok dears.. see you next post.

Kangar in raining day. Elhamdulillah.

D524 Cozy and easy

Bismillah. Sunday afternoon with basic routine survival. Continuing what has been left yesterday. Revising and updating as much as I can for the part of the critical appraisal argument.

Oh ya since I'd attended a webinar related to how you can avoid your major corrections during the viva, I would like to share some important points as follows:

a) title of the thesis is important because, by the title, the examiner will expect the content of the thesis.

b) title represent the aim of the study.

c) title also must clearly and directly represent the type of the research.

d) one thing that I learn new thing is the type of research. Normally the research has TWO types, namely basic/fundamental and applied. If we can define our research type, we will know the type of methodology, instruments, why we must triangulate, etc.

e) the literature review actually has several steps which by having a proper process, the candidate will find the gap of the study. The speaker said, normally the candidate always do a literature search that does not meet the level of reviewing and critically review the previous studies. I can simplify the steps here; first, find the underpinning theories, literature search, categorise, synthesise the literature to compare and contrast and find what is missing in the previous literature, arguing in terms of weaknesses and strengths. The report and provide our proposition. Then we can find our theoretical gap/ gap of knowledge.

f) underpinning theories at least three (3).

g) issue is related to our subject matter or topic, NOT the problems.

h) based on the issues/subject matter, then we can discuss the problems. But all the problems should come from the literature search and review.

i) significance of the study is important to highlight the stakeholders involved in our study.

j) scope of the study is the boundary of our research/ delimitation. Remember that this scope of the study should be bounded by our title.

All the important points that I jotted during the webinar yesterday. Alhamdulillah. 

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Kangar Jaya

D523 Enduring and embracing the truth

Bismillah. It's okay to be okay in the place that you found not okay. Yesterday on 20th August, was a day that I've been revealed from the perspective that I've been thinking and praying for Allah SWT. Actually, at the bottom of my heart, I've been feeling something since 2017. I keep praying to Allah SWT that this is not a good sign when signing up as a friendship boat. But Alhamdulillah, this is a matter of time that Allah guides us, and time will reveal. ALhamdulillah. 

After realising everything, I've never felt regret for what's happening, but I feel more thankful for every little thing that Allah plans for me. Yes, of course, we have our own plan when we wanted to achieve something. I more feel the sense of thankful Alhamdulillah and smile with everything. May Allah forgive them and reward them with His Blessing and Loves. May they change to be better people Insha Allah. 

Saturday is a normal day to complete all the tasks that still need to be completed soon. Having a weekend without any distractions by the formal tasks makes me focus and maximise the things to do as much as possible. I believe that Allah really appreciates those who really work because of Him and because of the thrust that he or they need to fulfil. May Allah bless my weekend as PhD survival! 💖

D521 - be strong and just little bit more...

Today I keep reminding myself what's more important to complete at this point. This month shall be the independent month for me. Hold it tightly and neatly. You can do it.❤️

D336 cuti

Peluang, Ruang, Cuba

D335 Telusuri Jalan itu

Lalu 

Gerak

Jalan

Terus

Mara

Insha Allah akn sampai waktu itu.❤️

D334 Sabrful

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

No matter what happens, I must submit.

Must

Must

Must!❤️

D333 march now..

The name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful. To update here my teammate of the peace economics project has attended viva defence on the 9th March 2021. He successfully passed with minor corrections for 2 months. Alhamdulillah.

O Allah grants me the best time to submit.

D315 renew day and energy

The name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful, my partner of PhD survival has defenced her research today, 23rd February 2021. She has successfully passed with minor corrections. Alhamdulillah. 

D310 Move forward

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Time is clocking.

❤️

D308 Learn and develop yourself

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Just one thing, I learned about myself.

I must learn to develop consistency in everything that what actually Nabi Muhammad has taught us in anything we do.

Even to be consistent we must ask Allah... He only will give us this precious tool to be consistent in our task in this world.

Not much to say, fie learn to be consistent and persistent. You can do it.

❤️🦅 counting days: 1964days

D306 Focus 🧘‍♀️

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Counting every day, hoping for submitting soon.

Ya Allah perkenankanlah doa hambaMu ini. 

Beri ruang utkku persembahkan rasa cintaku untukMu..

❤️🦅

Fie

1962days...

D305 No weekend for me

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

I have no other target except for submitting this final thesis.

This is the only one I must complete!

Now or never.

❤️🦅

Fie

1961days...

D304 counting days

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Shifting place for the different environment and tackling less motivation to complete the task.

Fie, remember. Time is knocking ✊🏻 

Refresh your energy and revise your vision and mission completely.

Bangkit! Bangkit! Mara!

❤️

Fie

1960days...

D303 terus mara

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Just terus jalan.

Fie,

1959

D302 puzzle piece

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Asking myself every morning, do you prepare the best for the effort you expect today?

Arrange and suit with your current situation. 

Am I doing well? 

❤️

في

١٩٥٨

D301 Driving to the heart of the research

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Alhamdulillah yesterday was smoothly share my research to my fellow friends who are also in the same path with me. I been receiving quite a lot of complementary of my presentation even though I felt all are not so much suit with me.. coz I am in the stage of gaining my experience and deliver my points nicely..

But for me.. this is important to improve and maintain my understanding and durability till to the day of viva insha Allah. Okay, insha Allah today will be more better for my research preparation. May Allah ese me always and always.

❤️

Fie

1957

D300 Talk to self

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Today, I have been invited to share my research. Hohohoooo.

Fie,

1956

Control your selftalk

Always thankful to Allah, coz He send me the great friends who are always remind me for PhD progress. Thank you Kak Nani & Kak Nida. You both always remind me for what actually I must do everyday.

D299 See what you read

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Weekend routine, complete the task and do more.

Alhamdulillah33x I found for my c1 to get my bg more clearer. 

I can deviate the sector more cohesive and have more direction of my TPP and EPP. 

From TPP and EPP, then I will join them to see how this theory is applied in the IBS. 

Theoretically it works, but I have reorganised to become more synchronised.

❤️

Fie

d1955 of PhD journey

D298 Keep fighting

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Fie,

Moving forward... 

Yes you must complete it!

Do it! 

❤️

d1954 of PhD journey 

D297 Nothing impossible

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Fie,

Nothing than you must complete it!

Yes you can do it!

❤️

d1953 of PhD journey...

D296 Do and Do

Meeting session today. I am wearing two hats. 

Morning learner then teacher, then learner.

All in all I am always a learner. 😊

Fie! Keep going remember your target everyday for this month!

Fie! You can do it!

❤️

1952 of PhD journey

D295 Faithfully

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Polish for everything before 23/2/2022. Target 🎯 for 15/3/2021.

Fie you can do it! 

1951d of PhD journey

It’s February!!

All the best fie! You can do it! 

Self reminder

Photo credit @sabrful

D294 Enhancing

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Fie,

You are great performer! Focus your target and achieve small win today!

1) declaring 

2) enhancing f2 and f3 in a good write-up

3) selftalk and self check.

❤️

My phd journey

d1950 of sabr

D293 Goal to submit

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Fie,

You are strong! Must achieve no matter what happens:

1) declare 20

2) moving forward

3) analytical networking enhancement 

❤️

1949

Sabar itu Beruntung

 Fie! Remember this! 

Don’t settle!

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

You may spend your whole life competing with others, trying to prove that you are somebody and still feel like nobody.

 

You don't have to try to be somebody; you were created for a purpose, your life has meaning, and when you develop the self-confidence to follow your heart and dreams, you are now competing with yourself to become the very best version of yourself; no one else.

Fall in love with the process of becoming the very best version of yourself. 

Check out more here: https://lnkd.in/ewvwKhu

#leadershipfirstquotes 

D292 - It's Sunday

 Today's workout:

a) declaring next draft by completing F2 and F3

b) give 100% focus not other than my baby

c) wanna see it happen today, insha Allah

Yes, you can do it Fie!

Fie

#day292 (1948)

be valuable

To become a person of success, seek to become a person of value. In fact, until you become valuable, you can never become successful. The more valuable you become, the more successful you become. 

#leadershipfirstquotes 

 Try not to become a person of success but rather try to become a person of  value. (Albert Einstein) #leadershipfirstquotes  

 

Fie

D 291

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Weekend loads:

- cutting existing in yr study room. Enhance in your existing lr and tailored with the main objective of the study.

🕹

Fie

D 290 TP

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Friday barakah:

1) finishing F2 & F3 in the template

2) get access for atlas.ti

3) finishing cf using creately

May Allah ease me.

❤️

Fie

TW D289

Ada 3 win yg aku syukur pada hari ini Allah beri nikmat. 

1) fruitful discussion with sv

2) lovely and laughly dinner with mak n ayah

3) release tense with shopping groceries for my mak n ayah

Insha Allah I will be better for tomorrow. Cannot wait for meeting my anak-anak for Biz Econs, they are super awesome!

🌹

Fie

TW- today’s win

TA D289

Bismillahirahmanirrahim 

Hundred percent focus on the meeting with my supervisor today. All went smoothly. One thing that I really appreciate that she is my mentor, guide me and understand me more than others. 

I presented all the enhancements and new arrangements of the findings as suggested by the examiners. Coping all the important points. Around 4 plus. We completed our discussion. I already presented my part and will touch for making all done as soon as possible. The 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️ begin today till end of next month. I will not allow any disturbance because i need to submit as soon as possible. Also taking annual leave 5-11. Ya Allah blessed me ya Allah. This is the only thing I can do. 

I would conclude that, today is my big win. Meeting my supervisor after last five month progress. Thankfulness. 

Ok da....

❤️

Fie

D 289 - Today’s Plan (TP)

Finalise the hanging part. Meeting SV.

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

Fie

TTB Small

D-287

1) harmonised the 3 important findings. 

2) eagle view each of the c5

3) link with evidence (update 2018-2021)

4) sharpen writing with fully smile 

Fie

D 288 - Focus Focus Focus

This morning we received a call from my cousin, my cousin Abg Yie has just passed away before subuh. 

إنّا لِلّهِ وَاِنّا اِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُوْن

اَللَّهُمَّ اغْفِرْ لَهُ وَارْحَمْهُ وَعَافِهِ وَاعْفُ عَنْهُ، وَأَكْرِمْ نُزُلَهُ، وَوَسِّعْ مَدْخَله

آمــــــــين آمينَ يَا رَبَّ الْعَالَمِيْن

May Allah grant him the best place and forgive him. This is second news after last month his sister passed away. 

My task today. Focus to complete and touch up chapter 5 & 6 (results & findings).

day 288

Fie

Appreciate yourself

Petang penuh sarat. Esok insha Allah dari rumah saja. Seharian pagi viva pelajar Master bukan seliaanku. Consultation dengan pelajar pascasiswazah yang semakin hari mereka mula memahami tentang panduan dan tempoh pengajian. Inilah rutinku seharian di samping tugas-tugas hakiki sebagai pendidik. 

Syukur kepada Allah, sahabatku menggambarkan berita gembira bahawa dia sudah submit tesisnya untuk penilaian viva. Allah.. aku sendiri dapat rasakan beban di dada di kepala dan di jiwa sudah meluruh. Aku? Aku? Sabaq sat. Baru nak jupa penyelia lusa dan ada findings terakhir untuk RO terakhir untuk divalidasi dan dipersembahkan kepadanya. Insha Allah aku mula mengayuh laju semangat sahabat sudah pun sampai di titik penghantaran. Sebabnya ini adalag salah satu dari tiga target utamaku tahun ini. Jadi bagiku suku tahun pertama seeloknya dipercepatkam sebelum masuk suku ke dua. Insha Allah. 

Seronok dengar. Bahagia dan gembira tatkala sahabatku ini datang bertandang di bilik kerjaku dan menceritakan saat-saat gembira ini. Allah... setelah berhempas akhirnya dia telah tiba saat itu. Insha Allah aku juga pasti menyusul. Menatap wajahnya aku dapat rasa betapa gembira hatinya.. Alhamdulillah aku juga gembira.. perjuangan perjalanan kami bersama-sama dan bertugas dengan tugasan hakiki dan juga dengan tugasan baru yg kami perolehi pada tahun lepas juga ibarat sama-sama. Aku doakan moga kami smaa-sama dapat viva pada tahun ini insha Allah... 

Ok itu je aku rasa moment penting yg aku nak catatkan dlm my lovely blog ☺️ Alamak terpanjang.. rasa mcm nak tulis pendek jer.. selain tu happy juga berkongsi dgn Keb pasal perangai-perangai pelik eagles haha. Insha Allah aku doakan sahabatku ini cepat2 beroleh jodohnya.. dipertemukan dgn jodoh yang terbaik buatnya. Allahumma aameen.. 

Update tesisku... my win revise chp 5 and 6. Alhamdulillah miaaaah miaaahh miaah...

Ok la.. walau sampai rumah agak meletihkan tapi seronok dan gembira alhamdulillah.

Esok sambung lagi...

Da.....

💕

Fie

D 287 - Achieve my small progress

Mornenggg... (biarkan seluruh dunia mendengar jeritan morning ku) haha

Alhamdulillah, I have small progress this morning. I will revise my fifth chapter and self-checking before submission. I believe this is the thing I really need to focus today. Even though I have some “official” task. Insha Allah I must achieved it. 

I know I felt so much tight with the obligations but I believe Allah will ease more than before. Allahumma ameen... keep writing fiezarmy you can doooooo it!

I pray to everyone in this world may Allah guide you, protect you and love you! 

Da......

❤️

Fie

Obligations and Time

 When I am facing with a very tough situation, I will remind myself with what Imam Hasan al-Bana said in his 10 reminders. 

"Our obligations are more than the time we have, so use your time to the best of your ability and simplify its implementation."

Same goes to me now. Packed. Heavy. But I must step forward, move forward and faster than before.

Bye.

💖,

Fie

D 286 Week 4 January 2021

Morning Monday! 

Woke up this morning begin my usual ritual and routine. Our forth day MCO in my small town, i just completed preface column DMDB on his Personaliti Kejayaan. He highlighted THREE main factors drive a person to be successful are mind, discipline and skill. What is attracted me is that, those people who only dream to be successful he or she only keep dreaming without any actions taken by her/him. Once he/s does an action then it should be followed by the discipline- DMDB said highly discipline.

In fact if you think you are doing same thing for hundreds years, you are not been categorised as successful people. There’s nothing to achieve. Let’s say, delivering an effective lecture (if you are lecturer), come out with some research papers and involved in many areas of research that show you have evolved in your career path and also reflects to your life too and become a successful people. As for me, I am not consider as a successful person yet because my targets for this year (carry forward from last year) are not achieved yet. Once two of them are succeed, I will proceed to the third target hahaha.. 

Okay guys, ready for hisnul muslim and working day.. May this week bring everyone of you happiness and successful week! 

💗 

Fie

day 286

Sunday Evening

Spending three hours in the morning and five hours afternoon to keep updating my thesis. Normal people will think that weekend is time go rest, do your hobby and watch your favourite movies. Not to all to those who are struggling in completing their journey. For us having weekend is a mercy to marathon and do all task especially we are now approaching end of January. 

I feel that time like a flash, you don’t realised that how fast it flies every day. Allahuakbar. Allahurabbi. I just stopped for taking my legs and the whole body stretching 🙆🏻‍♀️ for sitting hours. I hope to finish everything by soon as possible. But realising that so much things I need to do. All the meticulous work and sewing 🪡 🧵 one theme to another theme really made my head become more headaches 😆😆. But Alhamdulillah3x I always praise to Allah.. without His mercy and His permission I could not stand and patient to this points. And realising that I couldn’t do so many things of my hobby 🥲🥲 Insha Allah... believe in journey! don’t settle and don’t quit. These are the phrases whispering my soul and my ears.. every second. All will be completed! 

Waahhh... it’s show that I am really doing something because I have two post in day 😅😅😅😇😇😘😘

Don’t settle!

❤️, 

Fie

D 285 Keep Moving

        Remember! you must finish your journey. This is my thought every day! Keep moving! Don't quit! Don't settle! To maintain my momentum, I also read some books which I need to breathe and motivate me. I bought three books from my favourite author and a respected figure in my field. My order received two days ago. I just completed reading of his book, Kembara Ilmu Dari Sg Korok ke St. Andrew. Just one important point I grabbed from the whole chapters written by him is that every one of us can be a successful person, opportunity that we get, we must grab. Interestingly, there is a chapter that attracts my attention is, what if I can change the time (Chapter 19), and I was wondering to myself too. And I jotted down what have I missed. I realised it a lot. 

    As for me now, my journey about to finish. I must hold till to the end. I remember one ayah (11) from Surah Al-Rad, "Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in  themselves." Insha Allah, I will keep tightly in my mind and soul, must change. Fast action must be a fast result. Now I'm completing his second book, Personaliti Kejayaan. Three themes DMDB highlighted in his book on the cover are mind, discipline and skill. Can't wait to complete this book too. I have another one to read - Dhuha.

    Alhamdulillah, I restart everything new today. I must be the best version of fiezarmy! Planning for the next week (25 - 31 Jan). Almost at the end of January, let's refine and refresh our energy for next February.

💞,

Fie

day 285

My special Day to Special Person

Alhamdulillah.. time goes by I realised one thing my age also increases together with the wrinkles on my face. Haha. Alhamdulillah all praises to Allah for lending me this age with the beauty of His creation. I love myself. Okay I’m not talking about myself but with regard to the title today. 

Today is my nephew’s birthday. He is now two years old. Alhamdulillah may Allah protect him, guide him, love him, grant him with His Love and become successful, soleh son here and hereafter. 

23-1-2021 

Ngah Ija loves you! 

My antan. ❤️❤️❤️

Fie

Selembar Kata Pembuka Bicara

 After report duty Spring 2019, I just begin my normal life as an educator, having a routine, as usual, I do before study leave. Taking 2 subjects and classes. Go to the class and definitely I enjoyed my class time. But then 2020, all over the world facing the difficulty of pandemic COVID-19 we began with Movement Control Order and luckily my town is small. We managed to get a green zone for a longer time. 

Not mistaken, after Christmas 2020, there's loose control movement from one state to another, our green zone has affected. Now 22 Jan 2021, begin MCO. It's okay for me. Staying this small town does not affect much to my routine life since it just fulfils my duties and tasks at school and completes my study. 

Approaching 2021, I did not create a new dream but just polish and continue to finish my PhD journey. Insha Allah I need one more checkpoint. I think I will share my long journey to the readers..(kalau ada dok baca la haha). After completing this task, I need to fulfil new dream haha..... fiezarmy wake up! speed up! the second dream is very important now. Haha. 

Ok till now. Let's see how. I always pray to Allah, grant me consistency to update my lovely blog. But this is only happening in January. Perhaps more posts will come or else wait for next year. haha. 

Ok stay healthy, 

I love everyone bring meaningful to my life. 

💞💕,

Fie

Making dream comes true 2021

Dear 2021, 

I hope this year my mission is accomplishing after my long long journey of PhD. 

Insha Allah💘 

💘,

Fie