Bismillah... it has been 361 days since my last post's last date. Subhanallah.. My journey of completing my third degree is going a beautiful way and path. I can say that Alhamdulillah, for all He has given me, I never regret but am more grateful and have learned an inch of the lesson and moment since last 2022.
A lot happens, but my blog is always on my mind. As usual, I imagine I have time to frequently write about ideas, feelings, issues and all about life. That's always in my dream. And again, as always, I dream and wish for the new year by setting a new goal, a new dream, a new chapter, and so on. I don't care about who is going to read my nothing blog. But just to express and force a precious idea, thought and many more, representing what I am doing and love to do. Insha Allah. I realise till now my best time with "Ilham" is always at midnight and conflicts with my hectic schedule with school. I hope this year it will be more organised and presentable for me. Hope so. haha. And in fact, chit-chatting with Keb tonight is just like developing new hope and dream that we hope to materialise in a short period. We dream, and we hope haha.
What else to write, yea, it is waiting for the call and, at the same time, fulfilling what should be prepared. To face university requirements and at the same time wait for a call. I believe that Allah is testing me with beautiful sabr. The lesson that I should remember, not a single thing at our hand will be lasting, yet Allah is the final lasting, the Sustainable and the Perfect. As human beings, being imperfect, we as a vicegerency of Allah are normal. Being tested by lending and taking back what has been given is one of the ways Allah has reminded us to recall and correct ourselves. In other words, muhasabah diri la. So facing the situation, taking back or rejection is part of our life routine. Gitu.. I am still grateful having my lovely parents, siblings, and good friends of mine are small circles, but they always make me happy and remind me about how short our life is and I need to thank every second and minute. Yes, I would like to share a quote that I copied from someone's LinkedIn that says a matter of time,
You're not late. You are at the right time!! work on your "timing" only. They may "portray" you as ahead of you or behind you. I know that you are not ahead of anyone, and at the same time you are not late, you are only working on your "timing" that Allah has given you. Live with peace of mind. Reassuring 🌷🌹🌷 •• Time is a means in the hands of Allah. He walks him as he pleases. And give you what he wants whenever his time comes for you and everything he has...
Hoping for His highest heaven in here after nothing more can be put rather than this. I hope my dream to frequently write come true haha... Actually, I love love to write.. I always dream of a seat at Tanjung Rhu Beach resort or 4season private beach, carrying my cutie bear lappy and writing it covers everything about life, love and peace. Insha Allah, one fine day this dream will come true.
To my self-talk:
"Fie rajin la menulis fie. Jangan putus asa fie! Keep writing fie.. yes you can do it!"
fie,
Coconut-milk Castle
