My special Day to Special Person

Alhamdulillah.. time goes by I realised one thing my age also increases together with the wrinkles on my face. Haha. Alhamdulillah all praises to Allah for lending me this age with the beauty of His creation. I love myself. Okay I’m not talking about myself but with regard to the title today. 

Today is my nephew’s birthday. He is now two years old. Alhamdulillah may Allah protect him, guide him, love him, grant him with His Love and become successful, soleh son here and hereafter. 

23-1-2021 

Ngah Ija loves you! 

My antan. ❤️❤️❤️

Fie

Selembar Kata Pembuka Bicara

 After report duty Spring 2019, I just begin my normal life as an educator, having a routine, as usual, I do before study leave. Taking 2 subjects and classes. Go to the class and definitely I enjoyed my class time. But then 2020, all over the world facing the difficulty of pandemic COVID-19 we began with Movement Control Order and luckily my town is small. We managed to get a green zone for a longer time. 

Not mistaken, after Christmas 2020, there's loose control movement from one state to another, our green zone has affected. Now 22 Jan 2021, begin MCO. It's okay for me. Staying this small town does not affect much to my routine life since it just fulfils my duties and tasks at school and completes my study. 

Approaching 2021, I did not create a new dream but just polish and continue to finish my PhD journey. Insha Allah I need one more checkpoint. I think I will share my long journey to the readers..(kalau ada dok baca la haha). After completing this task, I need to fulfil new dream haha..... fiezarmy wake up! speed up! the second dream is very important now. Haha. 

Ok till now. Let's see how. I always pray to Allah, grant me consistency to update my lovely blog. But this is only happening in January. Perhaps more posts will come or else wait for next year. haha. 

Ok stay healthy, 

I love everyone bring meaningful to my life. 

💞💕,

Fie

Making dream comes true 2021

Dear 2021, 

I hope this year my mission is accomplishing after my long long journey of PhD. 

Insha Allah💘 

💘,

Fie

Assalamualaikum & Greetings,

This is my thesis title, "The Concept of Positive Peace in Islamic Banking Sector in Malaysia" What do you think?

Key success

As usual, like a normal person. Waking up in the morning with all praises to Allah. Start my Axia and go to school. sha la la la...

I am alive. Elhamdulillah.

Ok, just a short hadeeth for today.

"Focus on what benefits you, seek the help of Allah and don't give up." - Muslim

I am not talking to anybody, but talk to myself which sometimes and even always lost the track.

Approaching my end of January, revising all my January's KPI and another eleven months to go for this year.

Ok, I pen off now. Shall jot down more. (hopefully with new 'azam' - haha every year cakap macam tu).

Land of Mangga.
Northern with hot season day

2020 ya 2020

Alhamdulillah hari ni 1.1.2020. Hari yang pernah suatu ketika dahulu kami zaman kanak-kanak teringat kita akan menuju negara maju pada tahun 2020.

Tiada apa yang menarik sejak pulang ke sini. Life lebih fokus kepada apa yang masih belum selesai. Cuma kena perkemaskan dengan tautan azam yang kuat. Pagi tadi isu di radio pun bincang tentang Azam. Azam bermaksud kerja keras, bukan sekadar berangan semata-mata.

Harapanku:
Setiap hari pasang niat baru.
Semoga 2020 menjadi permulaan yang baru, 'fresh', new inspirations, inspiring successes dan insha Allah setiap permulaan journey itu pasti akan menuju garisan penamat. Insha Allah.

Be positive.
Self-love
Self-discipline
Self-talk
Self-care
Self-respect

"It always seem impossible until its DONE." Nelson Mandela. 

Pantun Budi

Kalau menebang si pohon jati, Papan di Jawa dibelah-belah; Kalaulah hidup tidak berbudi, Umpama pokok tidak berbuah. Bunga selasih si bunga padi, Kembanglah mekar di dalam taman; Pertama kasih kedua budi, Yang mana satu nak didulukan? Datuk Laksamana ke bangka hulu, Berlayar kapal membawa dagang; Bagailah mana kapal nak lalu, Kuala sudah dilengkong karam. Bunga padi bunga kiambang, Buat hiasan di taman bunga; Buah hati kekasih orang, Hamba menumpang gembira sahaja

Menjadi jugak petang-petang ni ya.. haha...

Tak Seindah Wajah

Ku sangka aur di pingir tebing Kiranya tebu dipingir bibir Kusangka jujur pancaran batin Rupanya palsu penghias zahir Ku kira hati jiwa nurani suci seindah wajah terbayang Ku kira puji seikhlas budi Ku lupa lidah tidak bertulang Dimanis gula semut binasa Kail berduri bersalut umpan dimanis kata insan terlena Kerana budi hamba terkorban Inikah dia lakonan hidup Dipentas dunia insan berpura Tipu dan daya pencampai maksud Budi dan harta merangkum noda
Nyanyian: Allahyarham Tan Sri SM Salim

*hujan-hujan ni suka dengar lagu-lagu ni... dalam maksud maknanya...

be strong enough

To walk away from what isn't best for you, and be patient enough to wait for the blessings you deserve. 

Sometimes you have to let go of the picture of what you thought life would be like and learn to find joy in the story and chapter that you are actually living.

Don't control everything, you enjoy nothing. You just need to relax, breathe, let go and live in the moment. And always appreciate those who are happy for your happiness and sad for your sadness. These are people to truly treasure.

just be patient

I appreciate people that are patient with me while I am distant and trying to figure myself out. 

Back to school, start with the official tasks, and still worry with the unsettled matter. So, the best to figure out how I can manage all stuff smoothly and enjoy my life peacefully. 

Let's put aside all the silly things that I shouldn't think of it. Let's have a circle with positive vibes and bring enthusiasm like Malay proverbs say 'to dance in step with the beat.' It means refinement of behaviour. Behaviour that is pleasing in line with everyone's wishes perfectly poised well-mannered and cultured (Siti Zainon, 2010).