D698~Submit till it becomes reality

 Bismillah, Jan 22. I have no word in my mind just wanna submit. I am here at the workstation with the song "Mengemis Kasih (Begging for Love)" by The Zikr. I will do my best till the day of submission become a reality. Counting days, counting pages and counting hours and seconds. Ya Allah, ease all my processes. 

D692~ To submit

 Bismillah, Jan 16. With an empty building. Autumn in our place. Check-in office to settle my study. Ya Allah, ease me to submit end of this month. Submit. Submit and submit. 

D691~ Submit.

 Bismillah. Jan 15. Yes, as usual at the office during the weekend accompanied by the instrumental song to make my writing journey peaceful and not forgetting diffusing my 'Believe' Essential Oil Young Living to make me more energetic. I mind only thing Submit Button. That's it. 

D689~Just do to submit

 Bismillah. May Allah showers those who help me along this many years of journey. January 2022 was quite challenging for me. I wish to quit what I have to do now in order for me to focus on my submission. Frustration sometimes cross my mind made me more unhappy with something that I felt should not be that way. Ya Allah, please help me change their minds and ease my process. This does not mean I have ignored all the things given to me. But just me to breath and space to breath.

Need space. need a little time. need to breathe. Give me ya Allah.

D685~Aim to submit

 Bismillah. this is the only thing in my mind at this moment. complete and submit. Ya Allah shows me the easiest way, fastest way and the best way to submit. Ameen.💖

D684~Focus to Submit

 Bismillah. With the instrumental piano Bamboo Water Fountain Music, as usual, logged in to my workstation since this morning. This month will be no relaxation for me, no enjoyment, no spa, no massage, no holiday. Just one in my mind just to submit my baby for six years. May 2022, bring me a new angle of life completing my half of deen and pillars as Islam ambassador. Insha Allah.

Till now. Bye.💖

D681~madey madey

 Bismillah. New Year. 

Just one thing in my mind.

This month I submit my thesis for VIVA.

Thank you.

D663~Critical Time

 Bismillah. At home. Work station. Working out. As much I can. Just have whatever I have now. How long my journey ya Allah.

D624~ Aiyooooo... lari mana

 Bismillah, Nov 29. Aku hilang dalam radar hampir sepurnama. Bila hilang update maka hilang juga bayang-bayang tesisku tatkala november menyapa hari akhirnya. 2021 bakal ditinggalkan kurang dari 40 hari lagi. seperti biasa aku mengrevise semula semua nota-nota cinta, nota-nota cita-cita harapan dan keazaman yang masih kabur hatta menjelang hujung November ini.

Adoi.... lari timingku. lari segala matlamat dan target aku setelah 11 bulan berlalu 2021. Banyak pengalaman yang telah aku lalui. Tapi aku rasa tahap produktiviti menurun seiring dengan prestasi aku. Banyak la benda yang belum selesai. Banyak yang aku belum rasa tercapai. Namun aku berharap 2022 lebih menyinar, lebih ceria dan lebih membahagiakan.

Tak da apa yg aku boleh update hanya dengan segugus harapan aku boleh siap tesis sepenuhnya. Sabar menyiapkan dengan mengambil iktibar atas pengalamanp-pengalaman insan2 lain.

D587~As usual

 Bismillah. 24 Oct. My usual routine. 

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