D691~ Submit.

 Bismillah. Jan 15. Yes, as usual at the office during the weekend accompanied by the instrumental song to make my writing journey peaceful and not forgetting diffusing my 'Believe' Essential Oil Young Living to make me more energetic. I mind only thing Submit Button. That's it. 

D689~Just do to submit

 Bismillah. May Allah showers those who help me along this many years of journey. January 2022 was quite challenging for me. I wish to quit what I have to do now in order for me to focus on my submission. Frustration sometimes cross my mind made me more unhappy with something that I felt should not be that way. Ya Allah, please help me change their minds and ease my process. This does not mean I have ignored all the things given to me. But just me to breath and space to breath.

Need space. need a little time. need to breathe. Give me ya Allah.

D685~Aim to submit

 Bismillah. this is the only thing in my mind at this moment. complete and submit. Ya Allah shows me the easiest way, fastest way and the best way to submit. Ameen.💖

D684~Focus to Submit

 Bismillah. With the instrumental piano Bamboo Water Fountain Music, as usual, logged in to my workstation since this morning. This month will be no relaxation for me, no enjoyment, no spa, no massage, no holiday. Just one in my mind just to submit my baby for six years. May 2022, bring me a new angle of life completing my half of deen and pillars as Islam ambassador. Insha Allah.

Till now. Bye.💖

D681~madey madey

 Bismillah. New Year. 

Just one thing in my mind.

This month I submit my thesis for VIVA.

Thank you.

D663~Critical Time

 Bismillah. At home. Work station. Working out. As much I can. Just have whatever I have now. How long my journey ya Allah.

D624~ Aiyooooo... lari mana

 Bismillah, Nov 29. Aku hilang dalam radar hampir sepurnama. Bila hilang update maka hilang juga bayang-bayang tesisku tatkala november menyapa hari akhirnya. 2021 bakal ditinggalkan kurang dari 40 hari lagi. seperti biasa aku mengrevise semula semua nota-nota cinta, nota-nota cita-cita harapan dan keazaman yang masih kabur hatta menjelang hujung November ini.

Adoi.... lari timingku. lari segala matlamat dan target aku setelah 11 bulan berlalu 2021. Banyak pengalaman yang telah aku lalui. Tapi aku rasa tahap produktiviti menurun seiring dengan prestasi aku. Banyak la benda yang belum selesai. Banyak yang aku belum rasa tercapai. Namun aku berharap 2022 lebih menyinar, lebih ceria dan lebih membahagiakan.

Tak da apa yg aku boleh update hanya dengan segugus harapan aku boleh siap tesis sepenuhnya. Sabar menyiapkan dengan mengambil iktibar atas pengalamanp-pengalaman insan2 lain.

D587~As usual

 Bismillah. 24 Oct. My usual routine. 

credit photo: https://quotefancy.com/rumi-quotes

D572~

 Bismillah. 9 Oct. Another routine. Today I start the working engine a bit late due to unpredictable and miracle things that happened to me to clarify and settle first. Whatever it is, I need to settle my studies very soon. very possible. Insha Allah. Ok, now I wanna continue.  

D566 ~ Romantic Sunday..

Bismillah. 3rd October. As usual routine at my workplace. Hope. Dream. Re-hoping and re-dreaming again, we can go travel and have a nice day with our loved ones. Travelling leaves you speechless then turns you into a storyteller (Ibn Battuta). Correct! "Travel isn't always pretty. It isn't always comfortable. Sometimes it hurts, it even breaks your heart. But that's okay. The journey changes you; it should change you. It leaves marks on your memory, on your consciousness, on your heart and on your body. You take something with you. Hopefully, you leave something good behind." Anthony Bourdain.

“Traveling – it leaves you speechless, then turns you into a storyteller.” – Ibn Battuta 

Oh, to the disclaimer, the title is the song I attach to this blog because I love the music, relaxing and making me always smile. Even I do not know the meaning of this song. It feels good, heartwarming, and instantly so feel fresh, a healing therapy of this music and makes feeling energetic and so captivating to do my work even on Sunday haha... Shalallaalaa..... Lalallala... Why today? Alhamdulillah. Even though I have a lot of things to do, Sunday, I have to work, work and make the fourth quarter of 2021. I must push myself to achieve only one of my goals for this year. Ya Allah allows me to submit ya, Allah... 

What else to write? I am so thankful for the beautiful friendships with all my friends since high school, degree, master and PhD mate.. my circle is very limited and exclusive. Those who are one of my friends you are the chosen one hehe... May the coming days and years our friendship remain beautiful and grow immensely. Haha...Shalalala. Shalala... Lalalalala... Ok, I need to pen off now and continue my work. Daa.....For you whom I always remember, my du'a goes to you where I cannot go... my du'a reaches you where my feet cannot get... through my du'a... I believe that I am close to you, although I cannot be right next to you. I may be thousands of miles away from you. But my du'a will always be with you... May Allah grants my du'a for you and multiply its blessing, goodness and brought to the Divine loves by infinity. Ameen.