D685~Aim to submit

 Bismillah. this is the only thing in my mind at this moment. complete and submit. Ya Allah shows me the easiest way, fastest way and the best way to submit. Ameen.💖

D684~Focus to Submit

 Bismillah. With the instrumental piano Bamboo Water Fountain Music, as usual, logged in to my workstation since this morning. This month will be no relaxation for me, no enjoyment, no spa, no massage, no holiday. Just one in my mind just to submit my baby for six years. May 2022, bring me a new angle of life completing my half of deen and pillars as Islam ambassador. Insha Allah.

Till now. Bye.💖

D681~madey madey

 Bismillah. New Year. 

Just one thing in my mind.

This month I submit my thesis for VIVA.

Thank you.

D663~Critical Time

 Bismillah. At home. Work station. Working out. As much I can. Just have whatever I have now. How long my journey ya Allah.

D624~ Aiyooooo... lari mana

 Bismillah, Nov 29. Aku hilang dalam radar hampir sepurnama. Bila hilang update maka hilang juga bayang-bayang tesisku tatkala november menyapa hari akhirnya. 2021 bakal ditinggalkan kurang dari 40 hari lagi. seperti biasa aku mengrevise semula semua nota-nota cinta, nota-nota cita-cita harapan dan keazaman yang masih kabur hatta menjelang hujung November ini.

Adoi.... lari timingku. lari segala matlamat dan target aku setelah 11 bulan berlalu 2021. Banyak pengalaman yang telah aku lalui. Tapi aku rasa tahap produktiviti menurun seiring dengan prestasi aku. Banyak la benda yang belum selesai. Banyak yang aku belum rasa tercapai. Namun aku berharap 2022 lebih menyinar, lebih ceria dan lebih membahagiakan.

Tak da apa yg aku boleh update hanya dengan segugus harapan aku boleh siap tesis sepenuhnya. Sabar menyiapkan dengan mengambil iktibar atas pengalamanp-pengalaman insan2 lain.

D587~As usual

 Bismillah. 24 Oct. My usual routine. 

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D572~

 Bismillah. 9 Oct. Another routine. Today I start the working engine a bit late due to unpredictable and miracle things that happened to me to clarify and settle first. Whatever it is, I need to settle my studies very soon. very possible. Insha Allah. Ok, now I wanna continue.  

D566 ~ Romantic Sunday..

Bismillah. 3rd October. As usual routine at my workplace. Hope. Dream. Re-hoping and re-dreaming again, we can go travel and have a nice day with our loved ones. Travelling leaves you speechless then turns you into a storyteller (Ibn Battuta). Correct! "Travel isn't always pretty. It isn't always comfortable. Sometimes it hurts, it even breaks your heart. But that's okay. The journey changes you; it should change you. It leaves marks on your memory, on your consciousness, on your heart and on your body. You take something with you. Hopefully, you leave something good behind." Anthony Bourdain.

“Traveling – it leaves you speechless, then turns you into a storyteller.” – Ibn Battuta 

Oh, to the disclaimer, the title is the song I attach to this blog because I love the music, relaxing and making me always smile. Even I do not know the meaning of this song. It feels good, heartwarming, and instantly so feel fresh, a healing therapy of this music and makes feeling energetic and so captivating to do my work even on Sunday haha... Shalallaalaa..... Lalallala... Why today? Alhamdulillah. Even though I have a lot of things to do, Sunday, I have to work, work and make the fourth quarter of 2021. I must push myself to achieve only one of my goals for this year. Ya Allah allows me to submit ya, Allah... 

What else to write? I am so thankful for the beautiful friendships with all my friends since high school, degree, master and PhD mate.. my circle is very limited and exclusive. Those who are one of my friends you are the chosen one hehe... May the coming days and years our friendship remain beautiful and grow immensely. Haha...Shalalala. Shalala... Lalalalala... Ok, I need to pen off now and continue my work. Daa.....For you whom I always remember, my du'a goes to you where I cannot go... my du'a reaches you where my feet cannot get... through my du'a... I believe that I am close to you, although I cannot be right next to you. I may be thousands of miles away from you. But my du'a will always be with you... May Allah grants my du'a for you and multiply its blessing, goodness and brought to the Divine loves by infinity. Ameen.

D553 Ada apa dengan hari ini?

 Bismillah. 20 September. Hari isnin. Ada apa dengan hari ini? Ya ada. banyak. Paling penting lesen memandu aku luput hari ini. Semalaman hujan, pepagi lagi aku bersiap-siap sebab pagi ini ada mesyuarat, makanya aku kena cepat selesaikan urusan lesen mandu. Dalam renyai-renyai hujan, ku terus ke Bakri Agensi untuk renew, tinggal dulu nanti petang singgah ambil. Lepas tu teringat nak singgah baitulmal untuk ambil resit amanah Ustaz minggu lepas.

Sementara tunggu dikaunter, aku dapat mesej dari sahabatku iium, tapi mesej dari orang lain, pesanan dari seorang kakak yang aku sangat2 rindui. Subhanallah.. Allahuakbar... rupa-rupanya dia juga merindui aku. Betapa aku ingat segala kebaikan dalam perkenalan kami sejak 2008/2010 dulu. Aku tak terucap hanya menahan ayaq mata kat kaunter tu sbb diorang ingat apa tiba2 duk menangis depan kaunter.. sebak sbb aku hanya kirimkan rindu dalam doa buatnya dan buat arwah suaminya yg juga senior aku.. aku segan nak mesej, hanya utusan doa melalui Rabbi buatnya agar dia kuat, tabah, redha dan pasrah atas kehendak Illahi. Tapi Allah kirimkan melalui Kak Sak maklumat ini yang sangat dekat dengan aku.. Allah... aku speechless seharian hari ni. Begitulah doa itu senjata orang mukmin. Aku yakin, aku percaya dan aku yakin segala-galanya daripada Allah. tak boleh nak gambar rasa ni. Allahuakbar. Sesungguhnya aku berdoa buat semua sahabat-sahabat ku yang dikasihi kerana Allah, bertemu kita keranaNya, berpisah kita keranaNya, kasih sayang adalah keranaNya. Kalian selalu, selalu sentiasa berada dekat dalam doa-doaku...kerana mungkin aku tidak dekat bersama kalian waktu susah dan getir, hanya doa saja mampu aku kirimkan buat kalian atas segala kebaikan yang pernah kuterima daripada kalian. 

Adui... syahdu sungguh hari ni.. all my x-UM dan IIUM kalian abadi dalam doaku.

D551~Berdamai di hati

 Bismillah. Rutin hujung mingguku penuh kerelaan dan kedamaian di hati. Sepertimana dalam kajianku..iaitu konsep perdamaian atau keamanan adalah asas dan berakar dalam prinsip Islam itu sendiri bahawa ia merangkumi keseluruhan cara hidup Islam, undang-undang, ritual, zikir, dan adat istiadatnya. Islam pertama-tama kali mengajar individu itu untuk berdamai dengan Penciptanya dengan rela mematuhi segala perintah dan larangannya. Seterusnya mengajarkan kita untuk hidup harmoni sebagai anggota keluarga bangsa atau negara...

The concept of peace is fundamental and profound rooted in the tenets of Islam that it permeates the entire Islamic way of life, its laws, rituals and customs. Islam first teaches the individual to be at peace with his Creator by willingly obeying his commands. Then, it next teaches him to live in harmony as a member of a family, a people or a nation and finally lays down rules for the peaceful co-existence of the different peoples and countries themselves.