Special Day of 10 Muharram 1440

Alhamdulillah thuma alhamdulillah

All praises to Allah

All praises to Allah

All praises to Allah

Only the above that I really wanted to say for today.

Why today is so special?

Because today is the tenth day of Muharram 1440.

We just approached the new year in Hijri (year of Islam), Muharram is the first month of the Islamic calendar.

With my limited knowledge, this month is very special which mean forbidden, and this month is one of the four sacred months.

Allah’s sacred month of Muharram is a blessed and important month. “The year is twelve months of which four are sacred, the three consecutive months of Dhul-Qa’dah, Dhul-Hijjah and Muharram, and Rejab. (Al-Bukhari, 2958).

The tenth of Muharram is called the Day of Ashura and is a very important day in the Islamic Calendar. The Holy Prophet (PBUH) used to fast on this day and advised other Muslims to do the same. However, fasting on the Day of Ashura is totally optional and it depends upon every Muslims whether he wants to fast on this day or not (Hijab al-Faisal, 2012).

But the virtues of fasting on Day of Ashura cannot be denied because when Prophet Muhammad was asked about the blessings of fasting on this day, he replied,

‘It is a compensation for the sins of the past year.’

i.e. the sins of one year that has just gone by will be forgiven. (Muslim, Vol. 1).

However, only minor sins are forgiven by Allah.

For the forgiveness of major sins, one has to resort to the Tawbah (repentance).

In conjunction with the tenth of Muharram and the Masehi calendar today on 20^th September 2018 is my born day.

Ironically, I am grateful due to the Day of Ashura and may Allah accept all my repentance and sins. 

Indeed, I am sinful and always hoping for His Jannah.

I ask forgiveness, Oh Allah, the almighty accepted repentance.

I ask forgiveness Oh Allah, of all sins.

Add me the useful knowledge.

Give me that were granted and practices.

Give us a lot of earnings.

Accept our repentance sincere with holy repentance.

I am thankful for having all the wonderful persons in my small circle. They are so much precious, meaningful and whom I love most. All wishes and messages that I've received today, and greatly appreciated. Why I am writing here? They don't know how much lucky I am having them in my life. Who are they? They are the only remember me as I do! Satu lagi depa tak baca pun blog ni hahaa.... 

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Pudu Raya vs Pudu Sentral

Away 2 minutes from the critical theorizing and analytical thinking which is a part of my life now.

Just wanna take a deep breath, inhale and out.

About more than a decade, I am not using service at Pudu Raya. 

Yea, but now Pudu Sentral.

Haha, still Pudu there. I have to admit that a lot of changes. 

Oops... it just like you are not in Malaysia. :P

Pudu Raya is my the favourite place where all the express buses to Northern were departing there.
Of course la, I am Northern people thou!
So, it was the best service I'd ever used going back to hometown in every holiday or semester break.

Talking about now, it just transforming the old Pudu to new one plus UTC which is the one-stop centre for the public to get the government services. 

The services that I refer to are renewing my passport and IC. Well, I managed to get my passport less than 2 hours and IC less than an hour. Quite a good service. 

However, back in 2012 when I was in Penang, I managed to renew my passport within thirty minutes. Fortunately, that was a very unique and special case. I was in hurry to catch my flight boarding to Medan and attend an important meeting with Universitas Sumatera Utara on the afternoon. What a crazy day for me. Haha. 

Ok, my eyes wider now. Have to pen off now.

Emaan...
안녕

Melalui daerah-daerah ini aku merasakan banyak yang menarik untuk diobservasikan. Antara yang menjadi tarikan aku adalah bangsa ini yang selalu ada di mana-mana di daerah ini. Mereka adalah golongan yang sangat rajin. Sangat dedikasi, sangat bersungguh-sungguh khususnya dalam mendapatkan sesuatu yang dihajati.

Haha tulis tak habis. Kaizen please fiezarmy! 2 minutes only.

💘Hello 2018! I can say if we set KPI for this year, now should be the second half of target to achieve our KPIs. Well, now I still in progressing of completing my KPIs for this year, yeah quite challenging since there are a lot of flaws here and there. Ouch! We never know until we push our limit. Inspiring my lovely friend, in fact, she has been burdened with the biggest or worst problems in her life, but she managed to face it.

“Amazing things will happen” 👉👈

This is the quotation for today. I don’t think to write more coz it just a matter to have a post for this blog which dates 2018. Hope more coming in haha. But unfortunately, due to my laziness to update perhaps one year one post haha…. I know nobody will read my blog. It is not so much relevant for this recent years. People prefer to update their status in FB, Twitter of Insta. Yea I might be one of an orthodox person which love to write my update here.

La. La. La time is clocking… approaching end of 2018… let's re-arrange our plan, never tired with what we plan not go well as we wish but the most important thing is we must never give up, keep progressing even in a minimal progress till you find the way to speed! Change it a little but progressively. We should fight in our way! Chaiyok! Chaiyok!👊👊✌

Na nana…🙆

Bye.😇

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Rain Blessed

Again, now it’s raining. I love the sound and smell of raining.

“O Allah, may this rain bring blessings”

Ameen

Nothing to share today just, drop for this du'a. 

I am in the midst of analysing my qual data. 

just two minutes.

really hope I can achieve today's goal.

"O Allah, please guide me to the end."

Ameen

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rain drops

Today is raining day. It just started when I’d promised with Kak N to have lunch together. I took her from the faculty and we went to the eleventh café and had our lunch there. Meet up with her definitely brought us so many things to share. She is one of my classmates during our research methodology class back in 2015. Coincidently we were always seated nearby and get close day by day. She is a teacher, mom of 3 children and very hardworking woman. I salute her. Manage her family and running there and here to fulfil her obligation as a student and mom. In fact, I respect all the superwomen in this world who are being a wife, mom, worker and student concurrently. Totally salute. Okay back to the storyline haha. I know this blog will be nobody read because of it is a very dull and plain haha.

Nevertheless, I love to jot down here because it is just a part of expressing my feeling and experience in my life. Short writing and the moment which I want to remember is the best thing love to do. The storyline is, after lunch, we back to the main lib and proceed our task until late afternoon. The thing is, we do love raining day because we will feel greatly calm and cool haha. On the pathway to the main entrance, I said to her, I think if we take a picture it must be a great HDR pic with the raindrops on the leaves right. She agreed with me. Immediately, I asked her to hold the umbrella and took this pic. The melody and rhythm of raining days extremely tranquil and mesmerizing.  Owh… soooo lovely. Ok, that’s it for today.

Tata.

1824 (white table of two)
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clear but unclear

I was shocked last night been attacked for something that I ridiculously unexpected.

The message was clear, however, the implicit meaning of the message still ambiguity and suspense.

This situation happened one week ago when I was planning to meet a shawl's girl. 

Oh, my BFF know everything. 

We had such a crazy conversation about that situation. 

And consequently, it appeared last night with something was so unintended. 

Now, the mode is waiting and cautious perhaps.

Ah....apelah aku mengarot ni.

Bye

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flowering

Being a student is the best moment should I say though. In order to feel good, we must understand the purpose of why we are here. Why we choose to be here and do we accept what have now? We are here, have to do something the best in our life. Indeed, for me, this is the best moment that I was looking forward to learning more and more. With what I am having now, facing now, doing now is the moment I really enjoy.

Alhamdulillah. Nevertheless, I should admit that the best moments are not always on the top. Sometimes, I also face the difficulties, ups and downs in my research process. No matter what, we should face them peacefully and faithfully. If the trials come from ourselves, we should try to overcome all of the shortcomings. In other words, improve ourselves gradually. Improving ourselves just not change it just one flip of your finger or just one-night process, it takes maybe weeks, months and years to be a new you. Thus, we should control ourselves in certain circumstances. On the other hand, when we have to deal with the uncontrollable difficulties, it does not mean that you are facing “the end of your world”, overthinking might stop you from move forward. The best thing is to try to face it and think of how to solve it. 

Wah…. Very long introduction hahaa…. Make a story short. Actually, last two weeks I faced some difficulties of my XPS which the blue screen and auto-restart issues. Since I have completed my data collection, I have started on my data analysis and I was so fond of and having fun in coding the data perhaps! Go through it. Plus, with preparing the paper for the deadline of the end of this month which I targeted to complete earlier. Back to my XPS story, I made a call to the helpdesk, and ask their technical support to help with these issues and they decided to send me site engineer to look after my XPS. The side engineer came and check my XPS, it is found that my XPS first round recovery, it must change the solid-state disk. I accepted and waited for changing to the new SSD. As usual, as formatted the XPS what I have to do is re-installing all the software related to my research and it took about days to install because of the data all in my Dropbox which I need to synchronize all the data. But then after two days, another problem diagnosed haha. Another blue screen and auto-restart happened again. Immediately I contacted my site engineer to look after the new problem of the blue screen, he said this is major, XPS should be changed with the new motherboard. Haha, what to say.

Ok, he came and again the process that I faced last week I have re-face again, re-installing and re-synchronizing. Plus-minus all these challenges took about one-two weeks crazy with this process. Hoho. Since this weekend and started this week I was in a tucked smoke in my head hahaha “pulun” to finish my writing for my paper. Suddenly my SV sent me a message. I am quite panic since there is still half of the part yet to complete due to challenges as I mentioned earlier. Apparently, a short message sent my SV was not that reason, but she wanted to take me to the place of mind and soul therapy. HAHA Alhamdulillah. And yesterday, I enjoyed treating the mind and soul by looking at the beauty of God's creation with fresh flowers. We get in the cool room and look, feel, caress the freshness of the roses, chrysanthemum, tulips, lavender, pompom and many. So today I feel better and energetic to continue my writing. No more tucked smoke in my head. Haha. I think this post so lady la… talking about flowers… by the way flower equal to women. No flower no women. Ok, bai.

Eight and floor of two.

haha...mengarut selalu.

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bahagia

kebahagiaan manusia di dalam kehidupan ini terletak pada kecematan dan usaha kerana melaluinya orang kaya dan orang miskin akan didamaikan.
-Baddiuzaman Said Nursi-

Renyai hujan pagi ni, meliat rasa bangun pagi.

Namun perjuangan masih banyak membuntut.

Ayuh menapak sehingga habis anak tangga itu.

Kuatkan daya, hapuskan rasa kelana di jiwa.

Lantai dua.
Nombor Lapan.

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Terus Jalan dan Lari

November sudah.
Jalan masih jauh.
Melalui liku-liku terowong gelap.
Mengharap cahaya dihujungnya. Insha Allah.
Banyak memori 2017 ni.
Memori yang mengajar erti perjuangan, pengorbanan dan penghargaan.
Tapi yang paling jelas kita perlu menghargai dan menyayangi diri kita dahulu.
Insha Allah, daya tarikan itu akan datang kepada kita.
Percayalah.
Percaya pada diri mu.
Kamu mampu seperti mereka yang telah bergelar juara.

Malaya
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2017, Nov 11