D1077~Reset, Relearn & Redo

Bismillah, 3.3.23 yesterday is a day that I need to record as a day that I need to remember because, in Allah's destiny and provision, I have found a scholar who is very humble in sharing knowledge with us. I hope this is the "starter" for us who are still novices in academic writing to continue to make strides and struggle in our career paths. Insha Allah. There are already tasks that we have to do and the opportunity for us to learn and recognise the techniques and ways of writing real works that are effective. Insha Allah.

Loves,

fie.

D1074~Recycling Thoughts

 Bismillah, today is the first of February. 2/12 already. Allahu.. Hit 16th February almost a year after I completed my thesis for evaluation. Alhamdulillah. Still waiting for call and at the same time quite nervous and worried. Talking about recycling thoughts this morning, as usual driving to school always the moment I keep reset my mind, refresh my intention start working for every day and qasad the intention / niah working for the sake of ALlah not other than matter. Also, revise the situation that embraces me with the peculiar feeling and revisit my actions for the betterment of myself. Thus, clustering all thoughts and recycling thoughts that I have planned before may need to do now. But I prioritise the critical and urgent tasks to be settled the most. Ranking them and visualising them in my planner may help me do it exponentially. Hope so. Eh, the weather today is so cloudy... As cloudy my heart. haha.

Ok bye.💞
fie.

 

D1073~Reclamation progress

 Bismillah, due to encouragement writing last night. My mind and soul concurrently think about everything. What to produce? Where to have it and how to make it? Usually, these questions always pop up in the early semester when the slot of microeconomics come in. Talking about my title of reclamation progress, this situation represents my thoughts and mind, which keep reading and preparing for the hope and dream that should be materialised for the key performance indicator for this year. 

Refreshing my thoughts has linked with the core speech by the KPT minister this morning. I don't want to highlight the 11 core or wish he dreams for KN2.0. I am specifically focused on the needs and wants of the reclamation progress that should be done. Three conditions that I should re-look and reclamation;

a) Familiarise yourself with the jargon of the work done. 
b) Rewatering the core, umbrella and integrated theory you have developed.
c) Refreshing every inch of the practicality of the elements expanded and blended into IBS.

Good luck! Now I am feeling so refreshed! Ordering War and Peace book for another reclamation progress. 

Loves,
fie.

D1072~ Welcome 2023 and awaiting for the call

Bismillah... it has been 361 days since my last post's last date. Subhanallah.. My journey of completing my third degree is going a beautiful way and path. I can say that Alhamdulillah, for all He has given me, I never regret but am more grateful and have learned an inch of the lesson and moment since last 2022. 

A lot happens, but my blog is always on my mind. As usual, I imagine I have time to frequently write about ideas, feelings, issues and all about life. That's always in my dream. And again, as always, I dream and wish for the new year by setting a new goal, a new dream, a new chapter, and so on. I don't care about who is going to read my nothing blog. But just to express and force a precious idea, thought and many more, representing what I am doing and love to do. Insha Allah. I realise till now my best time with "Ilham" is always at midnight and conflicts with my hectic schedule with school. I hope this year it will be more organised and presentable for me. Hope so. haha. And in fact, chit-chatting with Keb tonight is just like developing new hope and dream that we hope to materialise in a short period. We dream, and we hope haha.

What else to write, yea, it is waiting for the call and, at the same time, fulfilling what should be prepared. To face university requirements and at the same time wait for a call. I believe that Allah is testing me with beautiful sabr. The lesson that I should remember, not a single thing at our hand will be lasting, yet Allah is the final lasting, the Sustainable and the Perfect. As human beings, being imperfect, we as a vicegerency of Allah are normal. Being tested by lending and taking back what has been given is one of the ways Allah has reminded us to recall and correct ourselves. In other words, muhasabah diri la. So facing the situation, taking back or rejection is part of our life routine. Gitu.. I am still grateful having my lovely parents, siblings, and good friends of mine are small circles, but they always make me happy and remind me about how short our life is and I need to thank every second and minute. Yes, I would like to share a quote that I copied from someone's LinkedIn that says a matter of time, 

You're not late. You are at the right time!! work on your "timing" only. They may "portray" you as ahead of you or behind you. I know that you are not ahead of anyone, and at the same time you are not late, you are only working on your "timing" that Allah has given you. Live with peace of mind. Reassuring 🌷🌹🌷 •• Time is a means in the hands of Allah. He walks him as he pleases. And give you what he wants whenever his time comes for you and everything he has...

Hoping for His highest heaven in here after nothing more can be put rather than this. I hope my dream to frequently write come true haha... Actually, I love love to write.. I always dream of a seat at Tanjung Rhu Beach resort or 4season private beach, carrying my cutie bear lappy and writing it covers everything about life, love and peace. Insha Allah, one fine day this dream will come true. 

To my self-talk: 
"Fie rajin la menulis fie. Jangan putus asa fie! Keep writing fie.. yes you can do it!"

fie,

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